i manage a short show to explain my absence and to share some music with you.

interview with Jack Mangan

music by VNV Nation and Pearl Jam

this rounds off at 25 mins or so...it's commute size!

Hey folks, a lot of you (possibly) are wondering why the hell hasn't there been a podcast? well, cause life sucks. i've tried again and again and again to produce one but i hit a creative wall, my living conditions arent really that great to podcast in unless no one else is home, and i've been suffering from recurring Severe Depressive Disorder, culminating in a short stay in a crisis unit. yes, you read right, i signed myself into a hospital, a nutty koo koo hospital. it was only four days but hell when you cant cope, you cant cope.

so the podcast (and as well my desire to start print zines again) has taken a back seat to needing to take care of myself. i need to start managing my mental health, finding stable employment to pay off my debts and move out of my father's house and back into my own place, and just deal with the non-fun aspects of adult life before i can even think of doing anything with the Triscast or the millions of ideas bouncing around in my head that i want to go forward with. please bear with me, i'm down but i'm not out.

thanks for understanding

love always,
raequel aka systris

ps: whomever it is that is spamming my damn blog...stop IT!!!!